SUN GOES DOWN lyrics - Lil Nas X

 I wanna run away

Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life

Send me a gun

And I'll see the sun

I'd rather run away

Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life

Send me a gun

And I'll see the sun

You need an instant ease

From your life where you got plenty

Of every hurt and heartbreak

You just take it all to the face

I know that you want to cry

But it's much more to life than dying

Over your past mistakes

And people who threw dirt on your name

Since ten, I been feeling lonely

Had friends but they was picking on me

Always thinking why my lips so big

Was I too dark? Can they sense my fears?

These gay thoughts would always haunt me

I prayed God would take it from me

It's hard for you when you're fighting

And nobody knows it when you're silent

I'd be by the phone

Stanning Nicki morning into dawn

Only place I felt like I belonged

Strangers make you feel so loved, you know?

And I'm happy by the way

That I made that jump, that leap of faith

I'm happy that it all worked out for me

I'mma make my fans so proud of me (Oh)

I wanna run away

Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life

Send me a gun

And I'll see the sun

I'd rather run away

Don't wanna lie, I don't want a life

Send me a gun

And I'll see the sun

You need an instant ease

From your life where you got plenty

Of every hurt and heartbreak

You just take it all to the face

I know that you want to cry

But it's much more to life than dying

Over your past mistakes

And people who threw dirt on your name

Ooh

Hoooahh

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